FIVE YEARS ago today my younger brother passed away.
It still seems a little unreal to say, type or even THINK those thoughts.
How can it have already been five years since the last time I saw that handsome smile of yours?
Or heard that belly laugh, your funny jokes or one of your serious thoughts?
I miss you so much.
I spent the better half of my morning crying.
I had to turn off the radio because the tears kept flooding and my little kids didn't understand why mommy was so sad.
I wish they could understand.
I wish they could know and miss you to.
We went up the canyon, like we do every year, to the place we spent one of our last days with you, to write you letters and then sent them up to heaven.
The kids loved it.
It made me happy.
This isn't the post I had planned to share, however, I've been working on a project and it just didn't come together in time (to my approving) to post today.
So instead I'll honor, remember and miss you by sharing the photos from our afternoon in the canyon on your day.
Your angel day.
I love you Hunter Blackstone Goold.
Looks like Mom, Dad & Kenna sent ya some balloons to!